gina. the last song.
life equates to happy, sad, pain. and perhaps even more.
June 10, 2014
It's your own fault
Hey long time no see
This blog is pretty dead by now
In fact, I, am pretty dead by now
Nah this is not an emo post or at least it wasn't meant to be
It's just a post written cause i feel tired of being optimistic
So things went bad after ending school
You know actually when things go bad
The factor that pushes you off the edge is not the thing itself, but the fear of people's reactions
Family relatives friends even acquaintances
You start to be afraid of how they will look at you, what they will think about you
Will they look down on you?
Will they laugh at you behind your back?
Will they pity you?
Will they treat you differently?
These thoughts may seem simple, but it is simple enough to drive you crazy

I'm really sorry I did that badly
It kinda sucks when you know everyone is moving on to a better future but you are here, still struggling
The worst part of this whole thing is, you did this to yourself.